depressed day

after weeks of traveling and doing shows i was spent!  saturday was the super bowl of my career.  after not doing well with the SBHome launch and putting that much heart into it, there was nothing i could do but break down on sunday!  i started the morning with krispy kreme donuts while i cried to my mom and sisters and got to see sweet baby Olivia.  then i went with another sister to see Breaking Dawn.  after that, i got in bed and slept a lot!
do not feel sorry for me!  i absolutely embrace the ups and downs.  i was due for a reality check!  i realized i have spent 8 years building a jewelry clientele and i can't expect to have that immediately with SBHome.   i am going to take some steps back and approach it from a beginner-artist perspective and price it accordingly.  i am going to take out the retailer and sell it direct only which means it will be much less expensive.  this is a fun hobby that i am going to keep just that - FUN!
now i look forward to getting a life back!  that means hitting the gym and cooking again!  not to mention spending time with my loved ones.  life is good :)